hmmm
Thursday, April 23, 2009 at 2:36:00 AM
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!im finally done with my stressful essay, and im freaking happy and it's 2.37 am. im not happy with the outcome but hell, it's just a rough draft and im freaking done with it! im gonna work my ass off for the final draft and make sure im not doing it at the last minute again. but then again, i always say that but it never happens. let's make it work this time shall we? i wanna make sure i finish it before the jason mraz concert but heck, even i know i wont be able to do that =="
i was actually pretty stressed out on this essay. why? well, i have lots of sources but i dont know what i was going to write about. i stared at the computer screen for like a few hours and i still didnt know how to start. i kept looking back at my sources and reading them like crazy trying to get a clue but nothing came out and gawd, it was just too depressing! i even layed on my bed for one hour trying to sleep but then stayed awake stressing out by the fact that i couldnt start it. and distractions are everywhere!
i was so stressed that i have pimples all over my face - they're freaking big and i hate them! i HATE HATE HATE them. my eyebag's a bitch - big, baggy and black - there you have it, three Bs. i feel like im getting shorter for sleeping at 3 am everyday :'( i just ate the whole haagen dazs cup or pint or thing, WHATEVER! i need to reduce the amount im eating.
this is like the first time i've been THIS stressed and the conclusion is ... I HATE BEING STRESSED AND NEVER WANT TO FEEL IT AGAIN! im a relaxed young girl C:
currently eating cheese strings! my third one today
as summer feels.
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