my apologies

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
at 9:31:00 PM

remember my last *counting* 3 post? i meant, the post when i said i'll nap. if you don't scroll down and read. yeah that.

i didnt nap that day. and so, that's why i didnt update it that day. hang on, that day was yesterday. so yeah, i didnt cuz i didnt nap. why?


well, to start things off. i couldnt do my essay yesterday at school. just didnt have the mood, the idea didnt seem to pop out, nada. cant do it. just couldnt. so, i made that. i was really tired and i seriously needed a nap. but then at home, my sister was reading beauty pop like crazy and has been at it since morning. and so, it crept to me. the disease of beauty pop spread and so i read it. right from the beginning. and i couldnt stop.

i knew i had my essay due the next day. well, the draft but heck, it's the same thing. ==" i couldnt stop and i didnt care if i finished my essay or not cuz i have class at 1 the next day and i could stay up and do it. so i finished reading at around 11? plus plus. and then, i started thinking on my essay but i couldnt really concentrate. but i had to finish it that day.

in the end, i stayed up till 2. woke up at 10 today, couldnt open my eyes. my eyebags got worse, and my eyelids are gone. it just disappeared.

and so, i apologize for that. =/

by the way, i hurt my hand on the doorknob. nope, that wasnt a typo. yeah, cuz of the doorknob. so i was going up the stairs then suddenly there was this noise that freaked me out, so i rushed up the stairs and turned the doorknob too hard that i hurt my finger. stupid me. i do these stupid stuff a lot lately. mmm thinking of it, i think i keep doing reckless things. jeez, wonder when it'll stop.

and so, i cant do the dishes. wait, let me repeat that. i cant do the dishes. I CANT DO THE FREAKING DISHES! whooooo! sorry ci, it's not that i dont want to but, i cant. it hurts.


okie, moving on. something really strange happened today. not exactly strange but.. well, i dont know the word. so, there's this girl that i go to english class with. she always take the same bus as steph and me. and today, we got out of class late and when we were walking up to the bus stop, the bus came and we were running like crazy. but the bus went and left us. so, she called her friend. they were going for dinner and he lives nearby.

and it was so so very kind of her to ask him if we could come together. he offered to come pick her up cuz they were on the phone and she was running while calling him so, he knew about it. and so, steph and i got a ride home =) wheeee. that was nice. *a sudden want to buy a car*

go get that damn licence for christ's sake ci! dad wont buy us a car without it =="


and so, if people are wondering how much i snack. well, here goes..

see that oreo?



i finished it



in 2 days.


could've finished it in one but i restrained myself.
as summer feels.
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